You have absolutly no idea just how much I love you. I know you may not see me the way I see you but your my best friend . We’ve known each other for such a short amount of time yet we depend on each other soo much . I would rather be your best friend for the rest of my life rather than ruining our friend ship. Your one of the best people that could have ever came into my life I thank God for you so much. You have no idea.
4 months ago
Man today has been the longest day of my life! Thanks to God i know i can lean on him. I love the fact that sometimes i feel like life is going to just beat me up but you know if it wasn’t for God i have no idea where i would be. Today was probably one of the best days ever I hung out with two of the coolest people ever. Had some fun talking about how strange i am. It feels nice to actually feel like i belong somewhere. The day started off as not looking to bring during the middle of it church just brought much more realizations about things i didn’t think i knew and so forth. I felt my aunties baby kick and its such an amazing feeling. Yes after we got home about an hour later there come charing in an angry crazy person know as my dad yelling at us and so for but you know theirs not much i can about him loving some other family. Yes it hurts me, Yes it makes me feel less wanted, Yes it makes me feel worthless and pathetic at times but you know whats done is done. I just got to stay strong trust in the lord and just forgive him for his ignorance. Their have been times when i feel like my whole world is going to fall apart but you know you eventually realize that is this is meant to make you stronger. Just like Kelly Clarkson says “what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger”. I just cant wait until i move . I cant wait to go to middle college i cant wait to leave all this nonsense behind. Honestly whether life gets easier or harder its all up to God. He knows why he’s building me so strong. I pray that everything eventually gets better. Thank you Jesus for all the ridiculously crazy things that happen in my life whether their good or bad i pray that things eventually get better. Amen<3
-Amy Loves You<3
5 months ago
Whatttt???
The moments when you just realize just how thankful you are for everything in your life. Weather its good or bad. Coming to a realization that I always have always will love him is just eye opening. Knowing that God has my special someone out there and that inn being saved for that person is an amazing feeling. Yes never having been in a relationship. Always feeling desperate. Im actually really thankful that god know what he’s doing . It’s bout time I learn now and the only way that would be possible is by reading the bible and making decisions.:)
6 months ago![This girl is amazing! Shes extreemly beautiful! and i love hanging out with her! i think my dog is secretly attracted to her! I love you Jeanine! stay beautiful and dont forget about our secret plans=]<3](http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_luzlnxig7B1r0olu1o1_1280.jpg)
This girl is amazing! Shes extreemly beautiful! and i love hanging out with her! i think my dog is secretly attracted to her! I love you Jeanine! stay beautiful and dont forget about our secret plans=]<3
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6 months agoInvade my privacy
- 1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
- Of course
- 2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
- Uhm it depends
- 3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?
- i don't really remember.
- 4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
- Of course!!!
- 5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
- Nope
- 6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
- No
- 7. What exactly are you wearing right now?
- 8. How often do you listen to music?
- Everyday
- 9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
- Jeans
- 10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2012?
- nope
- 11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?
- I can be both at certain times.
- . Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’?
- Nope
- 13. What about ‘R’?
- Nope
- 14. Can you drive a stick shift?
- Nope
- 15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
- Yeah sometimes
- 16. Are you going out of town soon?
- I dont think so
- 17. When was the last time you cried?
- Thursday i think.
- 18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
- Yes
- 19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
- yes i would
- 20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?
- Yes
- 21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
- I'm not really disliking anything I just praise God that im living and breathing whether its a good or bad day.
- 22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
- Sure
- 23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?
- Nope
- 24. What are you sitting on right now?
- My bed
- 25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?
- Yes
- 26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
- Probably
- 27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
- My best friend Sam
- 28. Do you get a lot of colds?
- Not really
- 29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
- School
- 30. Does anyone hate you?
- I don't know. I hope not.
- 31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
- Haha you wish lol! Nope i dont drink.
- 32. Do you like watching scary movies?
- Uhm sometimes it depends
- 33. Do you want your tongue pierced?
- Nope
- 34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
- Probably my fifth grade year
- 35. Did you have a dream last night?
- Si
- 36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
- Today
- 37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
- Maybe
- 38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
- I dont Know
- 39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
- Maybe
- 40. Did you have a good day yesterday?
- Not really
- 41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?
- Nope
- 42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?
- Probably
- 43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
- Yes
- 44. What’s the best part about school?
- Seeing my friends
- 45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
- Si
- 46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
- Haha Nope
- 47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
- All the time i hate it...!
- 48. Were you single over the last summer?
- yupp=]
- 49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
- Nopeee!
- 50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
- Finishing an essay
- 51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
- Nope
- 52. Are you nice to everyone?
- I try to be
- 53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
- Yes!
- 54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
- Of course i can. Im not that type of girl.
- 55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
- Yes
- 56. Do you think you like someone?
- Yes
- 57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’?
- Nope
- 58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
- I dont really mind.
- 59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?
- Yes
- 60. Do you hate anyone?
- Nope
- 61. How’s your heart?
- Slowly getting better
- 62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
- Yes
- 63. Have you ever cried over a guy?
- haha Yes.
- 64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
- uhm... Honestly i dont know.
- 65. Are your toenails painted pink?
- Nope
- 66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?
- Nope
- 67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?
- Yes because it hows how they actually have feelings and how their actually not just jerks and it shows just how humble he is.
- 68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?
- HAHAHAH yes!
- 69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?
- My momma
- 70. How do you look right now?
- uhm not that great lol
- 71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
- yes
- 72. Can you commit to one person?
- yes
- 73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
- yes!
- 74. Have you ever felt replaced?
- haha yes
- 75. Did you wake up cranky?
- sometimes
- 76. Are you a jealous person?
- Depends
- 77. Are relationships ever worth it?
- If its the right person then yes.
- 78. Anyone you’re giving up on?
- Nope
- 79. Currently wanting to see anyone?
- Nope
- 80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?
- I have to go to school
- 81. Last person you cried in front of?
- My mom
- 82. Is there someone you will never forget?
- Yes
- 83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?
- Maybe
- 84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?
- Talking
- 85. Are you over your past?
- Yes i try to be
- 86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?
- Yes
- 87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
- Yes
- 88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
- I dont know
- 89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?
- Yes
- 90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
- nope
- 91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?
- I dont know
- 92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?
- yes
- 93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?
- nope
- 94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?
- nope
- 95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?
- uhm i wasnt with anyone at that time and i didnt like anyone either
- 96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?
- sure
- 97. Who do you have texts from?
- 98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
- Good for you.
- 99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
- nope
- 100. Who’s in your profile picture with you?
- Me, Myself, and I
- 101. Ever kissed under fireworks?
- nope
- 102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
- Yes
To say you know me…
When people or a person says they know EVERYTHING about me makes me laugh. Because when it comes down to it yes u may know some things about me but you don’t know my favorite color you don’t know i love Jesus, You don’t know that i have too many insecurities. But for you to actually care would be crazy. I can change just like the wind can change. But i would rather die than not have Jesus. Yes we all make mistakes and never shall i say im perfect But the day you decide that you want to get to know me shall be the day you decided whether you want to be with me through thick and thin. Friends come and go. But The mercy our lord has for us is never ending. Whenever i think of the mistakes i make i always cant help but feel so terrible. But i cant face the fact that people constantly tell me im different or unique. Its a complicated process that once i accept myself for my blemishes and my mistakes. Thats when the real fun start. Now as im doing this full week of fasting off of music ; lets see where the lord takes me. Lets see what he opens my eyes to.
Love
Yours truely<3
7 months ago